I hate myself!!

I have made no effort in hiding my disgust with Jane Austen! I first read Pride and Prejudice at around 15/16. It was a friends copy of the book and I slowly got within 4 or 5 chapters of the end and she needed it back! I failed to get my own copy of the book as I refused to spend my own money on such garbage. Needless to say I never got around to finishing it. Whilst selecting a new book to read from my top 1000 list I noticed P&P staring up at me, laughing at me and my foolishness of never finishing the book. Now at the age of 23 (or maybe 24, or even 22…I can never be sure nowadays) I find myself back at Chapter 1. I am determinded to finish it before my holiday next Thursday….it will not ruin my fun any longer!!!!

Geldof in Africa

I have just this minute finished reading Geldof in Africa. I found it surprisngly excellent! His diary entries reminding me of my own time in refugee camps and in local village schools. I will write in detail of it soon but if you have it sat on your shelf or flick through it in a bookshop ….pick it up and read it.

The Hunger Games…not just for teenage girls.

“Winning means fame and fortune.
Losing means certain death.
The Hunger Games have begun…”

As I think I have mentioned before, I work in an all girls boarding school. Every night that I am in the boarding house I notice girl after girl reading The Hunger Games for their first time or the tenth. When I ask them if they are enjoying it, the reply is always:

‘It’s amazing. O my goodness I love it. I love it. I love it….have you read it?’

I always reply:

‘No. I think i’m too old’.

They say

‘READ IT!’

So read it I did. The last book I read 117 pages of Turn of the Screw took me a month. The Hunger Games started it on Tuesday evening and finished all 457 pages on Thursday. It was brilliant. It hooked me from beginning to end.

I found the idea new and exciting. A book set in the future that forces children to fight one another to make sure the 12 districts remember their place in society. (Although a few of my friends have mentioned it sounds very similar to a Japanese film set on an island….)

So all I can say is:

‘It’s amazing. O my goodness I love it. I love it. I love it….have you read it?’

Most importantly it reminded me how important it is to keep up with teenage/young adult fiction.

Eagerly awaiting the film…

“Happy Hunger Games! And may the odds be ever in your favor!”

30 Day Book Challenge: Day 16 – Longest Book You’ve Read

“All happy families resemble one another, each unhappy family is unhappy in its own way”

I’m not sure if this is the longest book that I have ever read but it can certainly be classed as a long book.

This is the first of Tolstoy’s many books that I have read and I loved it.

I think that I have already posted about my love of Russian Literature in my blog about Crime and Punishment. It is one of my favourites and I think that the country with its turbulent history and variety of people, culture and politics makes great inspiration for some beautiful stories.

Anna Karenina certainly makes use of this variety that Russia offers. Stark differences between the country and city life, classes and beliefs. It is also a story of love, desire and the lengths that both will drive a person to go.

“‘Everything is at an end, and that’s all,’ said Dolly.  ‘And the worst of it is, you understand, that I can’t leave him: there are the children, and I am bound.  Yet I can’t live with him; it is torture for me to see him’”

Tolstoy has such a magnificent way of portraying character’s thoughts and emotions in all of their contradictory complex truth. His prose invokes passion and when you are reading you not only read the pure feelings of his characters but also of the writer himself.

“‘Do this for me: never say such words to me, and let us be good friends.’ These were her words, but her eyes said something different”

 There were a few parts that I was slower getting through. There are moments of deep politics and detail about farming that were tough but I think that this is something to be enjoyed. It is important to slow down when reading sometimes and just to savour what is being written, what has happened and what you imagine will happen next.

“‘No, you were not mistaken,’ she said slowly, looking despairingly into his cold face.  ‘You were not mistaken.  I was, and cannot help being, in despair.  I listen to you but I am thinking of him.  I love him, I am his mistress, I cannot endure you.  I am afraid of you, and I hate you. Do what you like to me’”

I honestly believe that if you are planning on reading a Russian novel that has been translated into English you should only pick up one that has been translated by Pevear and Volokhonsky. Their translations are poetic and they are able to let the novel live up to its ‘masterpiece’ reputation.

I looked for an answer to my question.  But reason could not give me an answer-reason is incommensurable with the question.  Life itself has given me the answer, in my knowledge of what is good and bad.  And that knowledge I did not acquire in any way; it was given to me as to everybody, given because I could not take it from anywhere

 

30 Day Book Challenge Day 15 – Book that should be on school reading lists.

I was lucky enough to read some amazing books whilst at school: Atonement, Roll of Thunder Hear my Cry, Dracula, Frankenstein, Animal Farm…..the list could go on and on!

Why is it when we were at school we only ever seem to read fiction? I don’t think I ever had to pick up a non-fiction book during 7 years in Senior School. Of course we were told to read around the subject, to read numerous articles written about our latest ‘class reader’ but not once did we study a biography, an autobiography or a book of fact!

I don’t know why that was but it is something that I would like to see changed in the UK school system. I think it is so important for children and young adults to be well read and to read a variety of materials so that they can become informed, are able to make their own opinions and to understand other cultures. Yes we can learn all of this from fiction but I think that there is something humbling, shocking and rewarding from reading real life stories that are centered around real people, real events and real experiences. I know that I would have welcomed this opportunity if ever it was presented.

So I am going to use this post to recommend some of the best works of non-fiction that I have read and to share with you some that I am excited to read.

Ones that I have read:

1. Just Kids by Patti Smith. (I have already written a post about this book so I will simply insert here one of my favourite quotes from the book. If you have not read this book and are interested in New York, the 70′s, Warhol, music, art, love….you must read this book. I could not recommend it more!)

I spoke the line ‘Jesus died for somebody’s sins but not mine.’ I had written the line some years before as a declaration of existence, as a vow to take responsibility for my actions. Christ was a man worthy to rebel against, for he was rebellion himself.

2. A book to prove that not all non-fiction books have to be boring and serious:

The Travel Diaries of Karl Pilkington.

What happens when a reluctant traveller is forced to visit the seven wonders of the world?

I’ve never had to have an injection to go on holiday before. I don’t tend to go to extreme places normally. I like my holidays to be the same as being at home, but in a different area. The time we were in the Cotswolds and could only get whole milk rather than semi-skimmed was almost enough to make me turn around and go back home. So this is going to be a challenge.’

A very quick read (I think I read it in a day) and it had me laughing out loud pretty much the whole way through. I am someone who loves to travel so I was baffled by Pilkington’s view on travelling the world!!!

I studied Drama and Film at university and I have included two books that played a big part of my three years at Kent.

3. The Last Great American Picture Show. New Hollywood Cinema in the 1970s. Edited by Thomas Elsaesser, Alexander Horwath and Noel King.

For many lovers of film, American cinema of the late 1960s and early 1970s – dubbed the New Hollywood- has remained a Golden Age. As the old studio system gave way to a new generation of American auteurs, directors such as Bob Rafelson, Martin Scorsese, Monte Hellman, Peter Bogdanovich, but also Robert Altman, James Toback, Terence Malick and Barbara Loden helped create an independant cinema that gave America a different voice in the world and a different vision to itself. The protests against the Vietnam war, the Civil Rights movement and feminism saw the emergence of an entirely different political culture, reflected in movies that may not have been successful with the mass public, but were soon recognised as audacious, creative and off-beat by the critics. Many of the films have subsequently become classics.

The Last Great Picture Show brings together essyas by scholars and writers who chart the changing evaluations of this American cinema of the 1970, some times referred to as the decade of the lost generations, but now more and more also reconised as the first of several ‘New Hollywoods’ without which the cinema of Francis Coppol, Steven Spielberg, Robert Zemeckis, Tim Burton or Quentin Tarantino could not have come into being.

If you enjoy films such as Bonnie and Clyde (Arthur Penn), The Dirty Dozen (Robert Aldrich), Shampoo (Hal Ashby), Badlands (Terrence Malick), Fat City (John Hutson), Wanda (Barbara Loden), Easy Rider, (Dennis Hopper), Five Easy Pieces (Bob Rafelson) Two Lane Blacktop (one of my favourites) Godfather (Francis Ford Coppola), Chinatwown (Roman Polanski)  and Targets (Peter Bogdanovich) check this book out!  

4. Utopia and Other Places. A Memoir of a Young Director. Richard Eyre.

In this captivating autobiography Richard Eyre, who was Director of the Royal National Theatre for a decade, gives his views on acting and politics alongside striking portraits of friends and colleagues such as Ian Charleson, Laurence Olivier, Ian McKellen, Peter Brook and Judi Dench. Wittty and poignant, this is a remarkable work of honesty from one of our most celebrated creative talents.

And so now for the non-fiction books that I have sat waiting to read:

5. The Fear. The Last days of Robert Mugabe by Peter Godwin.

“This a book by a brave man about people who are braver still. Peter Godwin brings us closer to the filth of the Mugabe tyranny than is bearable and portrays with subtlety, authority, and respect those who, against all odds and at the cost of unimaginable suffering, continue the resistance against it. Their courage is the stuff of myth, and in Godwin they have found their chronicler.”

– David Rieff, author of Swimming in a Sea of Death and A Bed for the Night: Humanitarianism in Crisis

“At last, a chronicle of the mess that is Zimbabwe. The Fear is an important book detailing the violent realities, the grotesque injustices, the hunger, the sadness, and a portrait of Mugabe, the tyrant who is the cause of it all. It is especially valuable because Godwin, born in Zimbabwe, is passionate and personal, as well as bold in his travel and scrupulous in his documentation.”

– Paul Theroux, author of Ghost Train to the Eastern Star

 

…an equally gripping, gut-wrenching report from this nation in terrible decline

6. Geldolf in Africa.

Bob Geldof first visited Africa in 1984. The following year, Live Aid inspired a generation to raise millions for the starving in Africa. Over twenty years on, passion undiminished, Geldof returns to what he calls the Luminous Continent. This is his personal diary. Unflinchingly honest, and stunningly illustrated with his own photographs, “Geldof in Africa” paints a unique picture of this extraordinary and beautiful land.

7. Offical and Confidential: The Secret Life of J Edgar Hoover by Anthony Summers.

For nearly fifty years, J. Edgar Hoover held great power in the United States. The creator of the FBI and its Director until his death, he played a role in nearly every major tragedy and scandal in America during the twentieth century. Hoover was lauded when he died as an American hero. Anthony Summers’ controversial bestseller, “Official & Confidential, The Secret Life of J. Edgar Hoover”, draws on more than 800 interviews to explode the myths, exposing the dark secrets that remained hidden throughout Hoover’s lifetime. Hoover used his intimate knowledge of the John F. Kennedy’s sex life to ensure that Lyndon B. Johnson became Vice President, and suppressed evidence about J.F.K’s assassination. Hoover himself, meanwhile, was a closet homosexual, which allegedly led to him being blackmailed by the Mafia. This fascinating book reveals that even Hoover’s death, on the eve of Watergate, was clouded with mystery. Witnesses have indicated that, in the panic over the secrets he was holding over President Nixon, an operation was mounted to break into his house – possibly even to murder him.

If you have any recomendations do let me know!!

30 Day Book Challenge Day 14 – Favourite Book by my Favourite Writer: Atonement by Ian McEwan

“But hidden drawers, lockable diaries, and cryptographic systems could not conceal from Briony the simple truth: She had no secrets. Her wish for a harmonious, organized world denied her the reckless possibilities of wrongdoing. Mayhem and destruction were too chaotic for her tastes, and she did not have it in her to be cruel. … Nothing in her life was sufficiently interesting or shameful to merit hiding; no one knew about the squirrel’s skull beneath her bed, but no one wanted to know.”

This one is far too hard to answer. As I revealed in my last blog Ian McEwan is one of my all time favourite writers. As I don’t think that I can pick a favourite one I will write about one that I have written about many times before:

Atonement.

I would go as far as saying that this is one of my constantly changing and ever evolving top three books.. I think that I have already said that I studied this book at A level and whilst it took me a couple of weeks to get past page three, I couldn’t put it down.

I think that not only is it a beautifully written book, with one of my all time favourite characters, it also asks its reader some very powerful and difficult to answer questions.

The story starts with a young Briony Tallis, whose talent for writing and creativity leads her to making a mistake that captures and changes many lives for ever. The novel follows Briony, her sister Cecilia and Robbie through young love, remorse, growing up and the act of forgiving oneself.

What I find so exciting about this book is that it looks at the act of writing and the position of the author. The position of McEwan and he can manipulate his readers through what he writes as Briony Tallis.  The author decides what “really happened”. That’s always the case. That is what fiction is. What happens to characters, to the plot…what we as readers should feel and what questions should remain. McEwan makes a convincing case for this ‘godlike role’ that  an author takes on and for the need for some questions to remain and for readers needing to confront them.

After all:

“A person is, among all else, a material thing, easily torn and not easily mended.”

Characters can change with the flick of a pen…how they feel about themselves, how other characters regard them and most importantly of all how we as readers sympathise with them. The control that authors have is unreal…they control everything within the book, for example, Robbie and Cecilia’s relationship:

 “Falling in love could be achieved in a single word–a glance.”

Fiction doesn’t offer certainty, or absolute answers. It is nothing like factual, literal truth. But McEwan here shows why this fiction-truth is better, and what amazing power fiction has and Atonement is the work of an author coming to terms with this power:

“How can a novelist achieve atonement when, with her absolute power of deciding outcomes, she is also God? There is no one, no entity or higher form that she can appeal to, or be reconciled with, or that can forgive her. There is nothing outside her. In her imagination she has set the limits and the terms. No atonement for God, or novelists, even if they are atheists. It was always an impossible task, and that was precisely the point. The attempt was all.”

Atonement is a convincing example of why authors write novels — indeed, of how (and why) we all create our own realities (be they in book form, or merely mind-games that allow us to bear the enormity that is life itself). Both Briony-as-author and, much more significantly, McEwan-as-author make a very impressive case for the continued role and need for the novel.

“He knew these last lines by heart and mouthed them now in the darkness. My reason for life. Not living, but life. That was the touch. And she was his reason for life, and why he must survive.”